BOO YA!

i FEEL like royalty today! SO MUCH ACOMPLISHED! no one reads this but I dare you to! I dare you to revel in my happiness! Can you imagine what it's like to be sick all the time? To feel the difference between surviving and living in your very bones? In your blood? In the fluids that protect your brain?

I have so much fluid in my brain that it was slowly pushing out my eyeballs--really really slowly, like it would have happened when I was eighty or something, but since the condition was discovered, my vision has improved by 20%.

aLL together I have FIVE autoimmune disease plus the genetic markers for heart disease. If I marry someone with the same gene as me, our kids may need beta-blockers. My sister already took them for a rather harrowing month before they discovered the problem; now she has to be really careful.

AFTER all the messed up s-word, I am happy to have spent three hours cleaning my room after a month of not even being able to get out of bed for doctors appointments.

BOOO YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!